Yuling/Josephine
22 Nov 1988
♥
Mr Alfred Ong
and all good things in the world

sweetie(s) reading






If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy






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Amelia
Ben
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Cuzzie Baoie
Deb
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Esther
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Jefferson
Katherine
Kosta
Leon
Michelle
Michiko
Meihui
Pastor Jeff
Sherlyn
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im sure everyone read about the xiaxue dawnyang issue; the lawsuit and all the shits.
its quite crazy but you gotta agree its interesting, all these bitchings.
the latest update about dawnyang was about her plagarism and her faking multiple accounts to comment good stuffs about herself on flowerpod and cozycot forums, and not to mention her own blog.

she has got to be real insecure to do that. praising herself and all.
not sure how true are those.. the krazylovely xanga blog has all the posts removed.
so only those who searched earlier might know.

only this incident distracted me from all the happenings around me lately.

i dont side anyone.
no matter how 'plastic' Dawn is, you gotta admit she does look attractive in her own way.
xiaxue isnt as pretty, but she aint afraid to be who she is.
no matter whats your opinion, she stands strong.
and i admire her for that.



i've gone back to crying everyday.

seriously i understand how ling feels.
i saw her blog. her posts.
and i cried along with her.
faith is not easily acquired, but with just one small act, anyone could lose faith right away.


i dont even know how to explain the whole thing.
but intuition is seldom wrong.
and your actions only back my insecurities.

i dont know how everything can go back to normal now.
i dont even feel normal.
everything just lost their meanings to me after tonight.


couldnt even finish my project.
totally dont have the mood to do so.
and dont anyone try to ask me what happened.
cause no matter who it is, i WILL NOT entertain.
im sorry.

this time im in it alone.
all alone...