Yuling/Josephine
22 Nov 1988
♥
Mr Alfred Ong
and all good things in the world

sweetie(s) reading






If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy






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the more you yearn for something,
the more it eludes you.

people just cant cherish what they have till they lose it.
the world's warped.


if really anything happens and cause you to lose something important to you for good..
is it worth it?


i gave my all.
from the start, all the way, up till now.

but maybe im just too irritating and easy to get tired of?
if its really the case..
theres no point.
you have wasted your time.



It's just that people are so fickle
They fall in love at different angles
So really I could lose you just as quickly
as I've gotten you
And that's the kind of thought that
makes me nervous
And worried if you'll really think I'm worth it
When the rush wears off and you're left with
this busted person
But if you tell me you will
I will do what I can to believe it

So baby all this things that I've seen
Last night while asleep
This morning, they're messing with me
And now I'm anxious as hell
And looking for help
Something pleasant and painless
Some story to tell
With a throughline of calm
That could stop me from being myself

'Cause all I think is how I wanna be your fever
Just to know I make you heated
'Cause I worry you might see me more like a blanket
Who's there for comfort and for cover
From the glare of former lovers
All that passion that kissed you and bit you
'til you were devoured
And I'd like to get better 'cause thinking
like this is torture

And if I can't stop it you'll get sick of
bearing crosses
And you'll jump to cut your losses
You'll go get quarantined somewhere far
from me
Where it's much less dangerous
But maybe if I wake up and quit dreaming
I can shake the shit I'm fearing
And I can feel like I'm just freaking out
for no good reason
I'll tell you what:
If there's a line I can cross, once I get there,
I'm not ever leaving