On Friday, June 13, 2008
i cried alot recently.
the 1st incident i really really feel that it isnt my fault.
i dont know what you feel on your part.
but you should NEVER shout at me.
really.
i should feel angry about it.
but instead all i felt was sadness.
cause i really did nothing wrong.
and you know what?
i had an impulse. to jump off your bike.
it took alot to hold me back from doing that.
the 2nd incident was just a big misunderstanding.
i tried to ran out of his house when he was napping but he woke up.
i dont know how you managed to sleep when i asked you all those questions and after that i just walked out of the room.
you didnt worry about what i thought?
your mum was in the room and that was all that stopped me from taking all my stuffs and running away.
all i thought of was to run away and never come back.
i didnt even think of going home.
but i couldnt take my stuffs cause i cant explain myself to your mum.
and i didnt want to cry infront of her.
so i just ran. and i boarded a bus that came which i cant even remember what number. and i didnt know where it goes.
i felt that aimless and lost.
sigh.
i just wanna lead a simple and happy life.
{ If I were a Boy ♥ }
12:26:00 AM