Yuling/Josephine
22 Nov 1988
♥
Mr Alfred Ong
and all good things in the world

sweetie(s) reading






If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy






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after reading Katherine's journal and talking to Manda,
i felt a lil emo too. lol
they got me thinking.
couldnt really sleep last night, so much things on my mind.

women are troublesome creatures dont you think?
we have so many insecurities.

i might be very independent most of the time.
but when im attached and very much in love, i become very needy.
i dont like that and i always try not let that side of me show.

because needing a person makes you so vulnerable to them.
but yet i cant just take away that side of me cause r/s dont work that way.
i believe both parties need to feel needed by the other.

i dont know if women are generally people who get jealous more easily than the other gender.
or perhaps we just think too much.
why is it that we arent satisfied with just the present, instead we mind alot about the past too?

luckily for my case i dont really know alot about his past relationships so i dont think about it.

and why is it so easy for a guy to cheer a lady up
but yet when the tables are turned,
it is so hard to just coax a smile out of them.

its just so frustrating when you cant even get your guy to smile right?
this applies to male friends also.
BABY BRO Ethan, you're damn guilty of this. i just cant seem to cheer you most of the time ): you make me feel damn bad that im not a good friend/sis.

also,
we women are too vocal about our opinions.
(even though sometimes we say things when we actually feel the other way round) - im sure many ladies are guilty of this
but at the same time guys dont speak up enough.

and they(guys) really know how to play it cool.
when they're angry, it seems so easy for them to appear cold and aloof.
its almost as if they can just switch on a switch in their head and become unfeeling just like that.
hmmm, i think girls shld learn this too. haha


on a lighter note, women are also wonderful creatures.
though i think modern men seems to be able to cook more than women nowadays =/


note:
these are just thoughts that happened to run through my head.
Howthepig is treating me fine, dont worry. (: