On Sunday, December 03, 2006
when u lose something u cant replace
that emptiness words cant describe..
it has only been the 6th day
but it seemed ages. i only realised it has been 6 days when i went to count.
i thought i was strong, or rather i thought i COULD be strong.
but i was wrong.
waking up time and again in fear in the middle of the night; crying myself back to slp.
this cycle repeats everyday.
i slept at 1am+ just now, and i woke at 5am+.
cried and fell aslp, only to go into a nightmare.
shit that rapist in the nightmare!
its 7.30am nw.
im desperately helpless.
wont you say gd night to me, every night?
Happy birthday to Von, to my cuzzie Hui Ping, and to Jieyi (:
{ If I were a Boy ♥ }
7:30:00 AM