On Monday, November 06, 2006
guess what, i attempted to do my assignments yesterday.
and i finally sent out the minutes of my Division 2 meetings to my division members.
damn, i lost my contact list of my Division. i would be in so much trouble if i really lose it. needa compile the attendance list already. people who have it, please email to me! thanks loads!
so much stuffs to be done. yet im STILL in holiday mood. like wth? its the 4th week already!
and that Joshua, he actually laughed at me because i attempted to do assignments. but i failed my mission cause i didnt even know how to do the 1st question! T.T is it really that ridiculous? i didnt realise i seemed so jialat to my classmates. :/
i really needa buck up. i cant go for the 6 months attachment man! cause im not in the top 40 of my course. its really fucked up because my course's intake is only 80 and im not in the 1st half!? thats really sad man. so its 2 months of industrial training (IAT) and i gotta go back to sch to study some extra modules which those people taking the 6 months IAP do not have to. i think i really need that 6 months of experience cause my results cant bring me to a local Uni and i needa work first after poly, then go on to a private Uni. grrr i really really needa wake up and study. no attachment for me now, so the least i can do is to bring up my GPA to be more decent.
had some sort of a make up class for my Flash Applications after school today. cause i skipped sch the last lesson and lied to them saying i wasnt feeling well. =x the lecturer is really kind enough to teach me again what he had taught to the class on that day, and he even let me submit the assignment they done! thanks! God is really watching over me (:
sigh i did something really silly yesterday. full of regret now. thinking back, if the situation was turned around, i would get angry too. very angry in fact. nw we're like back to the starting point, i gotta build up everything again with him. though he still shows his concern by asking me if i eaten dinner yet and stuffs like that, but no more "love ya" from him.. ):
ling, you gotta mature fast. cause nobody aint gonna wait for you. God will always always be there along the way for you, so jia you alright. (:
{ If I were a Boy ♥ }
8:20:00 PM