On Saturday, July 15, 2006
Peace at last
my twin, Felfel, brought me to her church service today. its tertiary session and its just awesome. it was the very first time i've been to a church service, and the people really make me feel at ease. its like although i dunno them, but we just clicked. all the siao char bors. HAHA! there i felt peace, since the longest time ever. you can really feel the people's love for God there. (:
after dinner Fel suddenly presented me with a bible! omggg, fel i love you so much (: my old bible mysteriously got lost, now i've a new one from Fel. -big hugs- i'll read it definitely. though i've lost touch with God for so long, im sure He wouldnt mind. cause i have faith, and for this He will love me. (:
cant wait for the next session where i'll have my voice and i can sing along! hee.
things didnt end well with you. yes we need to move on, but you need to go on in the right path, Nef. please dont smoke anymore. nightlife is fun but not smoking. (: love yourself before you can love others. but like i said, people judge. so when you posted stuffs in VR i was not very happy. you posted your side, but not mine. i made stuffs for you too. you're a great guy, and a faithful one at that. i know if i stayed with you, it most likely would be a forever thing. but i had to go along with my feelings. what i felt for you then wasnt love anymore. it wasnt cause of Derrick. this feeling thingy happened before him. yes it sounds ugly, but im sorry..
{ If I were a Boy ♥ }
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