On Friday, July 14, 2006
the fuckedup world
why are humans made this way?
people judge everything; its just human nature.
why do people think that people who laughs and smiles and joke around always, have no troubles at all?
in actual fact, the jokers and the jovial ones are the sad ones.
we use our smiles to cover up our sadness.
nobody ever knew im sad. only my true friends do.
people go around wearing masks. fucking fake.
i so hate the way things are now. but i made all of them happen.
GRRR.
i never told my mum about my problems before. because i sort of knew she would nag at me. but this time i really needed her opinion. i so love her, and i wanna know what she thought. she would know what to do. so this time round i shared.
she means no harm i know. she just wanna protect me from hurt and everything. but why couldnt she see things from my point of view? why must she nag at me everyday when i said i dont wanna talk about it anymore. the moment i start to forget things she come to remind me of them. WTF. when im eating she comes, sit down and talk about it when i've already told her my decision. when im gonna sleep, she on the lights and talk about it. when i game she comes again. even when im washing dishes she has to come.
I FUCKING CANT TAKE THINGS NO MORE!!!
{ If I were a Boy ♥ }
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